I’ve been really busy lately with just a bunch of random crap, and sometimes I tend to forget about my roots, my foundation, and where Phillip Awayan comes from. I’m not saying I forget about Him, but sometimes I’m not as prayerful as I should be. Tsk tsk. I still love Him, of course, and I’ll always turn to him for anything. He’s never failed me and he never will. My faith remains strong, but I needa get back into the groove once I’m done fixing myself. Let Go and Let God I guess. My prayer time is whack, and my service is inadequate. I can do so much, but sometimes I choose not too. But God is still good, for he continues to show himself to me even when I dont show myself to Him. He’s given me many talents and gifts, and I have to share them with the world. Friday we have a household, and I pray that God uses me that day to just spread his word to my brothers in this area. Being the “oldest” one there since Roland is busy, I have to step it up and just give it my all once again. Trust in Him as I always have. Like the time before Expo, where I didn’t even work on my talk until the night before and didn’t even run through it in my mind. But God worked through me. And at camp especially where I felt extremely unprepared and unworthy, but God continued to speak through me. Just like how he is in my life period, I leave it to Him, and he leads the way. No matter how many times I fail him, he never failed me. Aww, I love that guy. He’s something else. So I pray for my faith and my service, that God continues to exemplify himself through me. I wonder what to talk about on Friday? Hmmm who knows, God has crazy ways of telling you things. Praise God.