God is amazing.  I ask, and in time, I eventually received.  Before I used to complain about other things I never got, but I didn’t realize that I was asking for the wrong things. When you truly come before God and ask him for what you need, rather than what you want, God tops it off and gives you the best.  I am so thankful for how everything is going.  It’s harder than ever, but I am happier than ever.  Thank God that I have learned from the mistakes in the past, and now I believe I am becoming the Man of God I truly long to be.  God Provides.  Amen.  Yesterday I received a gift that was long awaited.  I never thought it could happen.  I never thought I could be blessed in such a way.  But we all are blessed.  It’s just our selfish desires that make us think we aren’t.  I cried on the way home yesterday.  God is magnificent.  I am still in awe.  Now I have something to do work on.  Do work. Heh, that’s the new story of my life.  And I love it.  Serve the Lord.  Serve the youth.  Love it.  Her name is “Bernadette” Or ‘Bernie’ for short. If you catch my drift. =)