Life's Too Short
I Guess I’m Just Tired.

This week was hot, meaning a lot of people wanted a cold smoothie throughout the day. I’ve worked at least 8 hours everyday this week, all of my shifts starting at damn 5:30 in the morning until 2:00 or so. Heck to the effin no. So many impatient and hot customers and nonstop work throughout the day. I guess I’m just tired cause I barely got sleep this week. I come home at 1 in the morning and then wake up at 4:30 to get ready and leave for work. It is not the business. How stupid of me. But hey, I got cotillion practice everyday and I go to see the love of my life and when I get home, sometimes I can’t sleep. I don’t get how the world works sometimes. My eyes are swollen and it looks like I got superjumpedkicked in my eyes. Looks hideous if you ask me. And they get red too so it’s like I look hella high. Interesting. Gotta live life though ya feel? It’s too short to be dawdling around doing nothing. So what if you don’t sleep, at least youre doing something with your life. Kinda getting tired of only working right now. I might quit when summer rolls around and take a long break again. But nah, the money is good.

PISSED

So a lot of people asked me about my away message the other day, cause I usually don’t put stuff up like that. But hey, long story. Don’t feel like sharing the whole thing cause it’ll only get me more mad. I’m still heated and I wanna knee kick someone in the face. We’ll see what happens. God has a plan. But ughh… People are stupid sometimes. Good thing there are few who aren’t. But it’s okay now. Hopefully. If something else happens, then that sucks. Haha.

Nicole

I LOVE HER! I’ve seen her like almost everyday this week. She’s on her spring break and its exciting cause she finally has a lot of free time to hang out and she’s not so busy with school. Hopefully this end of the year isn’t too stressful for her. I hate seeing her so tired and stressed everyday. She’s already Senior class president. What a boss. She can handle it though. She’s the biggest boss that you’ve seen thus far. Today, I hella woke up late to pick her up from work. I feel so stupid. I was like an hour late. Shhhweeet… Good thing she’s not a jerk and that she’s so nice. I was scared she would hella yell at me and kick me in my balls. But she didn’t. Hmm, hopefully I’ll see her soon again. Take care Honey. I love you booboo.

Practice

Practice everyday this week. Sucks I didn’t make it today. I was hanging out instead. Sorry Justine. Didn’t mean to. I hope the cotillion goes well. I still haven’t decided on what I’m going to play her. Deng, oh well. My mind will come up with something. In time. Probably right before I go up to perform. Lin needs to learn how to dance soon. Cause its on Saturday. Happy Early Birthday Justine. Thanks for kicking my ass.